Why does insecurity always get in the way? In the way of a relationship trangressing into a marriage. Friends becoming bestfriends. A worker becoming a boss. BLAAAH. So much gets drowned as insecurities topple over us. Are there some unfortunate people who have to suffer the bitch in themselves coming out along with the insecurities?

Thats whack.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS FOR 2007

 - make more, spend less

- only buy what i know ill wear

- no worry on little stupid things

- be unbiased when discussing politics/religion/life

- get into shape  however i feel comfterable

-study more on my religion

-cook more for my ammi jee

-learn more about my car

-be nicer to my parents and siblings

-finally read books ive bought

-eat more fruit and veggies

-pick up some newer hobbies
*painting*
*photography*
*cooking*
*reading non-fiction*
*volunteer work*
*yoga*

- start biking again

-study vogue in depth

-finally figure out my major

  -decide a college to transfer into

       -make better decisions as in how to react to drama

   -watch more bollywood flicks and keep raising my expectations on love

*JUST KIDDING*

-write letters to my family in pakistan

  -stay close friends with all my close friends

- get to know myself better, as gay as it sounds

-learn more about south asia

-no drama, ever again.

Well we know the last one is inevitable because i'm a woman but whaaateva.